A Little Darling Named Alia

memanja tkesyukuran

kepada Allah swt

kerana mengurniakan anak yang menyejukkan hati mama

Alia: Mama, kakak dah gosok baju utk pergi sekolah esok

baju angah pon dah gosok

kakak sediakan sekali baju mam anak pergi keja esok

Mama: gasped (senyum dalam hati) ye ke... mekasih.... (pat on her ubun2)

kakak tahu Mama tak berapa nak larat kan

hence, terima kasih Allah

dengan rezeki Mu ini

yes, she is only reaching 10

but helpful

moga terpelihara akhlak anak2 Mama dunia akhirat...

To Take or Not To Take a.... Maid that is

since I am confirmed positive

for conceiving

I have been thinking

whether to have a maid around or not

after much thought

I guess I should have hired one

once I gave birth to my 5th

I have discussed with other half

he is as usual

reluctant

for no privacy reason

quite true

but to think of the abundance

of workload

I have to go through each single day

I really think it is necessary

I just have to wait for the right time to re-discuss with him

until recently

a video, news broke

in regards of how ruthless and heartless

a maid could have been

(note: AMAH LAMBUNG video)

my heart and mind stopped

for any further discussion

all I just can say is

I am blessed to have a very understanding daughter

her words whilst watching the amah lambung news:

"mama, tak payah amik bibik la"

told her if no maid around

she has to help me

she replied at an instant:

"takper kakak akan tolong mama"

Thank you Allah for sending me an angel...

Moga Nuralia Izzurah terpelihara perlakuannya

di dunia dan akhirat...

itu yang Mama doa setiap hari... aameen...

Cabaran dan Dugaan

ye aku bukan gagah sangat

tapi aku gigih untuk mencuba

gigih untuk memudahcara

tapi malan gmemang tidak berbau

dalam keadaan aku lemah

dalam keadaan aku mabuk2 pagi ni

aku telah mengalami kemalangan jalan raya

betul

bukan main2

keta rosak remuk bahagian belakang

aku dan kakak

yang hendak ke sekolah

untuk acara merentas desa

panik dan kaget

kakak menjerit menangis

aku perlu lebih gigih

aku tabah

tekan brek sebab kereta 

meluncur laju turun bukit lepas kena langgar

tarik hand brek

aku terus lemah

ramai yang tolong

(tapi aku larikan dulu beg coach aku..precious tu hadiah tuk diri sendiri)

aku tak tau sapa langgar aku

sebab aku toleh belakang

tader apa kat belakang

bila aku terbaring kat tepi jalan

baru aku perasan

satu 4-wheeler ni

dah tergolek dog masuk longkang

gila laju

tapi aku yang seksa

incik Izzuan risau teramat..

of course!